Sweet Miracles

As little boy is staying at my in laws’ place these days (his idea), our time together has become all the more precious. I really appreciate this arrangement, because it seems like i make better use of my time now, whether it is on myself or when i’m with little boy. Each moment is well spent, and fully appreciated.

Last Sun, the three of us went to Chinatown. I had the impulse to take an aura scan for myself and for little boy. When we reached, i told little boy we were going to take special photographs, pointing to him the sample pics on display. He was going, “my first, my first!”, which is his way of saying that he wanted to be first. But we easily convinced him to watch how i did mine.

When it was his turn, Mr Gua Gua adjusted his hands on the metal plates. Since his hands were so small, he could only touch 3 of the metal fingers. And throughout the whole 1 minute or so, he was sitting there obediently, with his whole body slouched forward, eyes rolling from side to side, and mouth wide open in the most funny way. 

I was amazed by little boy’s aura pic. It’s totally violet, with a shimmer of white around his head, which the lady said represented some protective energy. The analysis that comes with the aura scan said that little boy is truly a child of the new age, and would be a spiritual leader, which confirmed what we knew all along.

Mine was pretty satisfactory, with qualities of peace and healing in the aura. Of cos, it does thrill me to know that i am a “natural healer, counsellor and teacher”, since these are what i plan to be doing more of in the near future, perhaps for the rest of my life.

Yet, the more i dvelve into this healing arena, reading and experience more of it, i realise that there is a healer in all of us. Once we are freed from ignorance and delusions, we all have the power to heal ourselves and others.

Like someone just recently mentioned to me, we are all a conduit. A vessel, for facilitation of the healing.

Last Sat a friend called me to complain about his work situation. He can be overly immersed in his negativity and fear at times, and i used to listen to him and feel helpless in not knowing what to say to get him out of the negativity, at the same time, feeling ashamed that i don’t seem to be able to help him.

In this phone conversation, i just decided to do surrogate tapping as i listened to him, as well as visualise my friend being surrounded by white light. In a way, doing these two things, unbeknownst to my friend, gave me the space to truly listen to him. At the same time, i wasn’t really listening to the details of his story. More of the confusion and frustration that i heard in his voice, and at the same time, maintaining the faith i had in him, that he was actually a wise being who is momentarily disconnected from that wisdom.

He asked me for advice 3 times. All 3 times, i asked him to focus on that issue he was asking advice for, and to note any thoughts and feelings that came up. This was the first time i asked someone to do this, though i probably in a way copied it from The Journey. Apparently this helped, cos all 3 times, my friend intuited a way of handling or looking at that issue that helped him find his way through his confusion.

To me, it’s a very beautiful and relaxing way of “helping” someone. I don’t need to give anyone any answers or advice or “words of wisdom”. It was simply about holding the space and helping that person be reminded of his or her own divine wisdom.

That’s why i love being in the helper role. The helper role brings out my qualities of wisdom, groundedness, compassion and detachment. Qualities that i sometimes lose touch with when playing other roles in my life. This is why i love going to work. Work provides ME with the space to manifest my true beingness.

Well, in a way, the whole of life can provide me with the opportunities to move into my beingness… it’s just that non-work areas are a lot more challenging, and sometimes unpleasant. Whereas when i’m playing the helper role, i shift into my most enlightened state of being. My workplace is literally my heaven/haven.

That’s why i’m grateful for having clients. They don’t just bring in the cash. They give me the chance to access the riches that are already within me.

Today i went to the hospital to visit a cousin who was seriously ill, though thankfully getting better. It was a single bedder, and since there was only my mum around, i started doing surrogate tapping and chanting for him. Once again, while my intention may be to do it for him, i certainly benefitted as well. I’m not sure how much benefits it brought to my cousin. He was smiling at certain points, and my mum was asking him why he was smiling but he didn’t/couldn’t reply. Well… i certainly hope that what i did today was able to assist him in his healing to some extent.

If this is a form of healing that really helps, i wldn’t mind doing it for pple on a regular basis. It just feels so natural and so right.

Well, guess the universe already got it all planned out for me in some way. Just gotta let go and trust the process as usual.