If today is the last of all days

October 24, 2009 at 12:56 am | Posted in All in a day's work | Leave a comment

I really resonate with this song at this point in my life.

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=114885034045&ref=nf

It’s not a new question… but i’m considering it for the first time.

Have i done all i wanted to do?

Have i said all i wanted to say?

98% yes…

The remaining 2%… no guts.

But at least yes, 98%… have spoken my truths, have walked my talk, have touched people’s hearts, have had my own heart touched by others.

I have loved, despite the pain that comes with it.

I have learnt about who i am, and be wildly happy about it.

I have seen the beauty of life reflected in the faces and things around me.

I have connected with true friends, who cherishes my being-ness.

I have expressed my gratitude towards all those who love me (ok, can do more here).

I have taken that leap off the cliff… and i soared high.

My only regret is not picking up the phone to do something…. but aside from that, yes, i have done all i wanted to do, said all i wanted to say, and i wld not have lived a single day differently.

I’m proud of myself! 🙂

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Practice the Laws of Attraction Through Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT)

October 12, 2009 at 8:42 am | Posted in All in a day's work | Leave a comment

Weee… a blog entry from a happy participant of last week’s Vision Board Party at Prosperity with EFT.

My flexibility with time now enables me to attend workshops that are useful for building skills or developing my self-growth.

Last night, I attended a workshop conducted by Lena Chen, a Holistic Therapist specializing in Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT). The focus of last night’s workshop was creating a vision board that represents our intents and wants in life (it’s an exercise to manifest our goals through the Law of Attraction) and applying EFT to expel the negative thoughts that are stopping us from achieving the realities painted on the vision board.

Read more at :

http://kittylo.com/2009/10/practice-the-laws-of-attraction-through-emotional-freedom-techniques-eft/

Jubilation

September 24, 2009 at 12:28 pm | Posted in All in a day's work, Happy moments | Leave a comment

I have been experiencing mini breakthroughs one after another… well, they are mini, but when it comes to personal growth, i DO believe in making mountains out of molehills!

So what are the breakthroughs?

I bought a bright pink top with a waist belt… something that i would never consider wearing cos it was too “trendy” and I don’t like to show off my very short waist. So the fact that i even tried it, cos i was attracted to it twice when i walked past the top in the display window, was already pretty cool. When I looked at myself in the mirror, a part of me thought it wasn’t too bad, but the other part of me wasn’t so sure about being so obvious about the waist (“no, i will never wear such things!”). And the salesgirl wasn’t one of those who would praise you so that you would buy the outfit. She just showed me two ways to tie the ribbon and then looked at me without comments.

So what did i do? Pendulum test again! My mum is wondering why do i keep using the pendulum, and am i getting addicted???

Well, let’s put it this way. Yes i do have a brain, and i would like to think on my own. But the brain is seriously full of shit. Shit that comes in the forms of judgments, doubts, limitations, criticisms that came from years and years of absorbing it from people, mass media, religion, etc etc.

While i would like to trust myself more, i know that i’m not sufficiently cleared of all the shit within me, for me to make heart-ful decisions all the time (though i’m definitely getting much better at it).

And since i hear that angels actually specialise in different areas, i thought of calling in the Fashion Angel which i heard of before. So with a grin on my face, i asked the Fashion Angel to come in to advise me on this top, and i was quite prepared to get the answer NO (“it’s really not for you dear”).

But the pendulum swung to and fro… YES… and i almost felt Fashion Angel laughing at me… “Just get it! You look great!”

When i came out of the dressing room, the way the salesgirl responded to me was as if she didn’t have any doubt that i would buy the top. Maybe she thought i looked good in it too.

So that was one mini break through.

Second, i had a meeting with Myriam, organiser of Health and Happiness Fair in KL next March to discuss my participation as an exhibitor. I seriously had no idea why i am going there, cos i wasn’t planning to expand my healing business to overseas, and the booth is much more expensive than the one in Singapore. Again, i am just trusting my intuition and going cos the universe said i should.

Anyway it was a most interesting meeting, cos her soul sister was there, and she’s a financial advisor. Just recently, a friend did a numerology analysis for me. According to him, my master number is 8, which means i will be conquering both materialism and spirituality at the same time (actually it’s more like, i will have an issue with doing both at the same time, but right now, as i’m typing this, the word “conquering” feels right).

So here I was sitting between both of them, one who is into spirituality and had the vision of organising an event that would draw all the mainstream and alternative health workers, and the other who is not really into this stuff and loves to educate and help people with wealth management. I was like, “Hmmm…”

Anyway, we had a beautiful lunch meeting, and I had the pleasure of meeting Myriam’s beautiful son who has the most charming eyebrows (ahhahaha) and charismatic personality. Her soul sister was telling me about a wonderful massage place she often goes to, and i was delighted to hear that it was at the shopping centre near where i live.

So yesterday since i had some spare time, i went to check the place out. I almost never go for massages… they are like special treats, meant as a luxury to be enjoyed once in a blue moon. But i realised that i spend a lot of time helping others, and i spend a lot of time taking care of my spiritual health, but i don’t really spend much time on my physical health.

So i treated myself to a $10 10-min shoulder massage, and the lady was pretty horrified by the size of the knots on my neck and shoulders. I was horrified by the pain. Hahaha…. ok, it wasn’t that bad, but the session did made me realise that self-care is not meant to be a once-in-a-blue-moon thing. It needs to be regular and sufficient AND cover all levels of the being, or how would i have the energy to care for others?

So i’m making the commitment to myself now, to go for sessions at this massage centre at least once a fortnight. Ok, ideally i should be going twice a week, but even now, it feels a bit too much of an indulgence, so let’s take it one step at a time. 🙂

When my friend met me, i was secretly enjoying these new feelings of “I love taking care of myself”, and he told me i looked different. Blissful. I told him that was exactly how i felt. Blissful!

3rd breakthrough, i met up with my sis and for the first time in my life, stood up for myself, expressed my beliefs and my truths, and felt very strong in doing so. Obviously she wasn’t pleased, and i think she was rather shaken. But i have never felt better in my life. And of cos, i didn’t do it to make her feel bad. But after what i have been through in this past week or so, i now RESPECT and VALUE bad feelings like nothing else. It’s amazing how i have been “made” to experience my teachings inside out. That even bad feelings are to be honoured. And feelings are really our teachers and our healers, and by trusting them to be our ally, we heal, and we grow.

So if she feels bad, GOOD! And i do hope that she receive all the resources for healing, so that the gunk gets transformed into seeds for enlightenment.

4th breakthrough – i had my first overseas EFT phone consultation today!!! This lady first contacted me many months back after reading one of my articles that got accepted in Gary Craig’s EFT Insights newsletter. (word count 1114). Obviously i wasn’t ready then, cos we never managed to scheduled for a session.

However recently she got back in touch and we had our first session today. (Word count: 1144!) It was originally meant to be a 1 hour session, but cos things were really flowing, she extended it to 2 hours.

I feel SO GOOD about that session! Aside from the fact that my phone isn’t very good so sometimes the words get fuzzy (which is ok, cos then i learn to listen with the heart), i thought it was a pretty fantastic session, almost as good as seeing a client face-to-face. Of cos, that’s MY perspective, but there were obvious shifts during the session and she emailed me to thank me after that, so guess now i just have to wait for her updates in the days to come.

Nothing can be better… i think… than doing what gives you joy…. in your pyjamas! I can honestly do this all day long. Universe, if it’s right, do send me more phone consultation clients! 🙂

And saving the best for last…. through all my interactions with many different pple in the last few days, i came to realise something very important.

I am complete already. There is nothing and nobody I need in my life to make me happy. Because of that, I have SO MUCH to give…. which means, i’m already rich. With this understanding, I can only expand even more from today onwards, till I become fully enlightened in this very lifetime. And anyone who is in my presence, will start to realise for themselves that the riches and happiness they seek are all within themselves.

And so it is.

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